2016-2018

節選 | Excerpts

川之雪舞踏寒潮 | 2016.02

等待壹季嚴冬，
紛飛雪花吹落，
幻化片片流光似起舞，
壹年壹雪景，
壹度壹笙簫。

Dancing in the snow | 2016 Feb

Finally, it is winter of the year. Snowflakes fallen in numerous, like the flow of light flashed while dancing in the wind. The snow scene once a year is also like a musical performance once in a lifetime.
(It is expressed in the original text the author’s pessimism about the world, when the author was recording a short film about himself.)

川茗清明初茶水 | 2016

明前之茶，
如水之淡，
十泡十味，
似水似泉似露似蜜似無定型，
無常之所味，
栗香蘭香桂飄香，
冷極沁出，
似妙齡少女，
鮮嫩無雜味。

Tea before Qingming Festival | 2016

Tea before Qingming Festival taste as plain as water. With brewing of ten times, each time is a different taste, like water, like a spring, like a honeydew, like honey; there seems to be no fixed taste. Even the smell is different, like the scent of chestnut blossoms, like orchids, like the scent of fragrant olive. With hot water quickly poured into the cup from a height, the temperature of water can be reduced while increase the inertia of water, which can enhance the taste of tea, bringing out fresh and delicious tea.
(It is recorded in the original text the author’s feelings about the tea before the Qingming Festival with anthropomorphic rhetoric.)

川紅飄香玉缸酒 | 2016

赭色琵琶蕩玉波，
驚紅石榴淡出香，
初聞誰家少女紅，
遙看婷婷舞紅裳。

The smell of wine in a water tank | 2016

The sound of the red pipa makes the water surface of the wine jar vibrate with ripples, and the fragrance of pomegranate flowers comes from the red wine jar, which smells like a maiden. I watched Tingting dancing in red.
(It is recorded in the original text the scene when the author and his friends were at a party, listening to the music played by the ancient Chinese musical instrument pipa, watching the dance of a friend and smelling the smell of red wine from the wine jar.)

川橋頭集 | 2016

煙霏霏，劍輝輝，
陌上百草雪霽揮。
空淩默，默淩空，
虛步絕壁斬塵逸。
殺成仁，仁取義，
執劍任俠浪天際。

Diaries of Qiaotouji Town | 2016

The shadow of the sword sparkles in the smoke, and the Xueji sword can quickly cut the weeds in the field or on the roadside, so fast that even the dust in the air could not fall on the sward. A swordsman usually carries his sword on the adventurous life, only in order to achieve the pursuit of “righteousness” in the heart.
(It is recorded in the original text the scene of a swordsman witnessed by the author, and describes the values of Chinese swordsman.)

川越A.B.C.熱靴日記 | 2016.12

有那麽壹雙登山鞋我不忍輕易丟掉，
從亞丁到阿裏，
從賈沙梅爾沙漠到佩特拉奇跡，
從布恩山環線到A.B.C.,
四年時間沈語如邱，
壹步壹步陪我走過沒有路的路。
有人問妳壹生中能遇到幾個和妳說走就走的人？
又有多少個4年不變的守護？
守護妳 翻越石礫，穿越河谷，踏過雪原，通過沙丘，
如今它飽經風霜，傷痕累累。
直到這次ABC，也許它真的老了，老到徒步時開膠，
可是它依然堅持到我走完安納普爾那的營帳。
我們都有壹個需要珍惜的人，
無怨無悔陪妳走過壹生。

Diary about a pair of boots | 2016 Dec

There was a pair of hiking boots that I couldn’t bear to lose because they had accompanied me from Yading in Sichuan to Ali Region in Tibet, from the deserts of India to Petra in Jordan, and helped me completed the Poon Hill Loop Trek in the Annapurna Mountain Range and the A. B. C. Loop Trek in the Annapurna Mountain Range. In this way, it followed me step by step through the uninhabited regions. People ask how many people in your life can you meet who are ready to travel all the time? How many constant companies could you maintain in a four-year period? It watched me over boulders, over valleys, over snow-fields, over hills. Now it’s been weathered until this time during the A. B. C. Loop Trek it finally came apart. But it still stayed with me till the end. We all need a person worth cherishing: the one can accompany you to go through life without regret.

夜遊 | 2016.06.27

而今慣以沈默，
清冷日子冷清遊過。
沒有什麽停留以彰不舍於我，
就似乎沒有什麽刻骨變過。

Travel at night | 2016.06.27

I am now used to silence, the lonely I deserve the lonely days,
There seems to be nothing for attachment, because there has never been any major change.

無題 | 2017

記隨筆 拍情悟 休戀逝水 不趨情色

Untitled | 2017

Using words to record life, using a camera to take photos, emotion has elapsed, no pursuit of glamor.

封存啟新-壹木巡川 | 2017.04.07

從此往後， 壹如舊褶，
再次刪去許些年的記錄， 
從此再無 文濤，
啟新隨風， 立名:木川，
謝灝程賜MuChum，
禾木     巡川
   葉  巛舟。

Replace the old with the news | 2017.Apr.07

Since then, the memory of the past will be sealed, no Chuan Wentao anymore. All will start over, with the new name of “MuChum”. Thank you, Jing Cheng, for naming me.

丁酉年十月康復期紮記 | 2017.10.10

當金蘭再次重逢
        影片也去除灰暗
  層次   影調第二次回歸
色彩是生命   於是眼睛從朦朧裏透析
     組成了新的心跳 我迷糊中蘇醒


Diary of October 2017

When gold and blue encounter, the picture is no longer gray, and gradation appears at the tone.
Color is the language of life. Although my eyes cannot see clearly, my consciousness is waking up.

丁酉年伍月陸記 | 2017.05.06

文字跟的是心境
環境與世故
催生出映景的筆觸
常常記錄
文字也像是圖片 需要生活的感悟
所以自己寫下的就是那時那想
直接了當地赤裸自己
又時無法提筆
大腦似抽空的河流
星辰甚囂塵上
也寫不出壹句動人的情話
因為我
記的是隨筆 無法矯揉造作
拍的是情悟 不是趨性情色

Diary of May 2017

Text is an expression of one’s mood and subject to the environment in which stays. Text is also like a picture, requires the writer to have a comprehension of life. Thereby, writing your own text is like to present yourself naked, which is to record emotion at a specific time. Nonetheless sometimes, one would have no clue in the mind, and cannot write a word. Because I am writing the true feelings, not fiction, the pictures taken are true feelings, not pornographic images.

丁酉年貳月拾捌 | 2017.02.18

既知少團欒，何以金就礫？
酣酒使得少年狂。
迢迢入河畔，卻誤疁城北，
殫精力竭弄機杼。
禾鋤瘦風馬，詐冷寒心出，
突降雨驟撼夢庵。
萬念燃脂飛，靜安鐘磬寂，
倚危識破望春愁。

Diary of February 18, 2017

Now that you know that the chances of reunion will be less and less, why stick to it?
Maybe alcohol makes me crazy, dreaming to the bustling city.
But the reality is always overwhelming, I’m come to the north of Liucheng.
(Explanation: Liucheng refers to the north side of Jiading County in Shanghai nowadays.)
I was mistrusted for my Hard work; As if I could feel the coming crisis somehow.

五個人，壹個模樣 | 2018

我可以從空氣中聞到妳的香氣，那是妳獨有的味道，
空氣裏、道路上、教室裏……居然能閉目尋路；
我不計較妳的缺點，
在我眼裏對妳滿是溫柔；
妳的名字比鐵烙深，
永遠是格式化的白名單。
原來我不曾釋懷，
7年的痛化作麻木，針紮入胸絞心淚流，
本以為時間是劑良藥，其實是痛極感知上的中止，
沒了知覺，便沒了痛覺。
我以為我不再痛了，只留12月海風的刺骨，
原來我的心與海冰凍在這湛藍之底，
從此往復，
只被妳那時的模樣動容，
其他都是影子，
五個人，壹個模樣。
（寫在17記在2018）
2018

Five individuals with the same look | 2018

I can smell your scent from the air, it’s thy unique smell, in the air, on the road, in the classroom . . . Unexpectedly I can find the way with my eyes closed;
Thy defects don’t matter to me,
In my eyes you are full of tenderness;
Thy name is deeper than ironed,
Which is always a formatted white list.
I came to realize that I have never let go,
The pain of seven years turned into numbness, despite it like needle stuck in the chest, with a heart full of tears,
I thought time was a good medicine, but in fact it was the cessation of perception out of extreme pain.
No perception, then no pain.
I thought I was no longer in pain,
I only feel the piercing of the December sea breeze,
I realized that my heart and sea have been frozen on this azure bottom of the ocean,
From then on,
I only touched by the way you were,
The rest is are all shadows,
Five individuals with the same look.
(Written in 2017 and recorded in 2018)

自然之然 | 2018.11.19

如果酌我壹杯清酒
可以香溢心之遠方
它剝開層層的白霧
醉宿到綠的眼前
在居無定所的日子
詩歌不再押韻
壹切都可以棲息
壹切都無須意義
方才是簡單原始本身

Natural Self | 2018.Nov.19

If you pour me a glass of sake
The fragrance of wine will be carried far away
Peel off layers of mist
Come to the front of the woods after drunken
Poetry no longer has rhymes
Everything can settle down
It doesn’t have to make sense
Which is the simple and primitive itself

無題 | 2018.08.20

生活的面 有棱有角
方方正正的規則 常有磕絆
面也是鏡 有圓有馳
木受繩直 人情是條緩沖弧
成年人的生活沒有容易
物非物 情非情的道理
需要壹生去懂。

Untitled | 2018.Aug.20

The face of life has edges and corners.
The rules of the rigidness will often constrain us.
The face is also a heart, which may get strict and loose from time to time
The wood is deformed by the prolonged rope tie.
Human emotion is also an arc that can buffer
Adult life is far from easy
The truth of things are not merely things, feelings are not merely feelings
would takes you a lifetime to understand.

我終將感謝這份孤獨 序言 | 2018.05.01

我提不起性欲，
仿佛對什麽都開始冷淡，
顏值、肌肉像樓閣崩塌，
月牙的沙石埋葬了泉眼，
唯獨妳的音樂激起我的共鳴，
讓我們忘了那些外在的美學，
尋找精神病號的解藥:
即使時光流逝仍不見紅顏衰退，
反而愈加年輕，依然是腰細手纖，細膩敏銳、文靜優美。

The preface of Thanks for being alone | 2018.May.01

I can’t lift libido, as if to all beginning cold to everything. Beauty and figure like a building collapse. The sands of YueYa bury the springs. Your music alone strikes a chord with me, making us forget about the external aesthetics, looking for an antidote to the psychopath.

孤行 | 2018.09.12

此刻的我 錯亂無章，不懼此行 又懼此行，前路的孤獨 逐夢難醒，或許此行 不虛此行，弓折 弦藏 鍵亂形，未盡此行 何出此行？

Walking alone | 2018.Sep.12

Now my mood is complex. Fear this walk, or not. It’s a lonely road. But maybe I can grow after this walk. The bow was broken, the strings disappeared, and the keyboard of the piano began to stagger. Why can’t I start walking if I can’t finish this walk? I don’t know.

巢南 | 2018.04.14

透支了青春年華
散盡了物質積累
而今的燭火燃燒
背後孤獨的反復
精神巢南身朝北

Nests on the South | 2018.Apr.14

Youth time passes
material accumulation exhausts
Today’s candle fire is burning
I often feel lonely in the middle of the night
The spirit nests in the south, but the body is in north.

未及 | 2018.03.08

沒有詞的詞
寫不出的話
口食無咀嚼
吞咽似瘋狼
止無知之知
味食味之味

Not touched | 2018.Mar.08

Poems without verses
The words can’t be written down
Like to ingest without chewing
To swallow like a wolf
Stop the language of ignorance
To amply enjoy the taste of the food.

同化 | 2018.02.16

那里面分明是有一束光
只是从西面穿来未经驯化
看久两边你忘掉自我
光是光 你是光
光是你 你是你
你是西边出来的光

Assimilation | 2018.Feb.16

There was clearly a beam of light in it
It is just undomesticated from the west
You forget about yourself
Light is light while you are the light
Light is you while you are you
You’re the light from the west

奠 | 2018.01.27 15:00

生時，不可選擇，
老化，不能逆轉，
病魔，不由抗拒，
死亡，不已宿命。
生老病死，不可能由己，
我點起壹盞燈火，願您原諒我的罪。

Libation | 2018.Jan.27 15:00

One has no choice for “life”,
One cannot reverse becoming “old”
There is no resistance to illness
There is no avoidable death
You can’t decide for yourself the ultimate future
I light a lamp; I hope you forgive my sin.